I couldn’t afford to eat at the Tokyo Cafe in college, but I loved their spam musubis.
A JTown institution, the Tokyo Cafe (from the few times I actually ate the food) has BOMB dishes and a wall full of celebrity endorsements. I spent a summer interning with my community family over at Visual Communications, and considering it shared a courtyard with the Union Center of the Arts I have no idea why I chose penny pinching over eating there more (the money I saved most likely went to ill-advised hat purchases…it was a weird time full of fedoras and reversible beanies). Unfortunately, for all the times I was there for work, for all the Tuesday Night Cafes they hosted, and for all the time I’ve walked past the restaurant, I have eaten there sparingly and now they are closing. Today is their last day of business. Boom. Gone. To prep for dark days without the chasiu/shu mai combo, the homies with jobs in JTown organized a lunch for folks to hang out at, but I have work so obviously I can’t just stop by on the fly.
This happens often. A community meeting will happen. A street will get renamed. A restaurant will open. A restaurant will shutter its windows. Meanwhile, I will be at my desk tasking away, after which I will head back home to Gardena. I do not work in JTown. I do not live in JTown. I do not live anywhere near JTown, but with all the time I spend in the spot (I am the mayor of the “J-Town” Foursquare check in, thank you very much), I own it as a part of my geographic identity in this crazy city. I miss so much that happens during the day, catching up once every few weeks on the latest gossip or messed up-corporate decision that we need to rectify.
My reality, however, is exploring JTown as more than the physical space. It is a vibe, it is an urban identity, and it is the core of our history and identities. It is a physical brick and mortar manifestation of identities and histories that we’ve built over the century+ we’ve lived in this country. What I invest in JTown I am really investing in the longevity of a narrative that belongs to myself, my family, and my community.
There’s an amount of power in that, power that fuels the self determination that extends out to the whole of our community (Asian American, not just Japanese American). Businesses will close, businesses will open. Like a kid away from home I will miss births, deaths, and milestones. But in the end, I am lucky in that I can always return to share the happiness, the grief, and the movement forward.